memories

Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you
and every song I heard somehow related to you. I hate days like today,
because they remind me of the one thing I dont have.
Sometimes the memories are worth the pain.
You asked me what was wrong,
I smiled and said nothing,
when you turned around and a tear came down
and I whispered to myself... everything is.

All I'm asking for is one night together. Just you and me.

. And if you can honestly say you don't feel anything for me after that night, 

I will finally let you go. And I think its time I let you go... 

and that is hard to do because part of me will be in love with you for the rest of my life.

Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real. 

Mad because I don't know how you feel. 

Upset because we can't make it right. 

Sad because I need you day and night. 

Angry because you won't take my hand. 

Aggravated because you don't understand. 

Disappointed because we can't be together.

This time it's over I'm keeping my heart, 

I'm gonna be strong and not fall apart... 

it'll get better, I'll no longer to cry. I won't want to go back.

 I'll be able to sleep, it won't hurt so bad and it won't hurt so deep!